growing up

i dunno wad to comment,
i dunno wad to say...

suddenly, i jus felt sad, emo.
is just all of a sudden...
is always like this...
maybe i'm jus growing up.
i dunno why.

But is growing up tat tough?
or i have too much commitments?
too much things to clear/settle?

Shld i give up some of them?
which one is right, which one is wrong?
can anyone tell me?
when i said "no", they will say i "dao" them.
when i said "yes", they will want more ...
i really want to be with you all, but i only have one soul.
i can only appeared one place at a time.
i don't teleport.
Give me wings, i will learn to fly.

i'm jus so confused.
i m tired of this lifestyle.
but i dunno how to change.
maybe i shld jus stay away for awhile,
find back my lifestyle,
find back what i want.

maybe tml will be a better day =)